forever creeping luminescence

Chapter Three - The Ace of Hearts

Sometimes I wonder what I’m getting myself into with my vow to mentor any trainer who visits my gym. A promise is a promise, though.

As Basil leaves, Makia glares up at me. “What? Are you gonna make me wait even longer now?” he growls, and I can’t help but glance away for a second.

“No, no, not at all,” I reply in a quiet voice, just in case Basil was still near. “Can we talk about it in the gym?” I ask as I offer Makia my hand again.

Instead of accepting my hand, he scoffs and stands on his own. I stand there awkwardly for a few seconds before I realize he doesn’t have anything more to say with me, so I start on my way back into the gym. I can already feel my heart starting to race and my chest tightening. I don’t think he would risk trying to hurt me, but I’ve always been a bit of a people-pleaser. It stings a little when someone gets off to such a hostile start with me, especially when they’re so close to unlocking their potential.

Makia stays close behind the whole way. Wobbuffet follows, but stays far from the two of us. I can’t blame him. Makia wore a scowl that made his frustrations clear. As we enter the dining room, Wobbuffet scurries off further into my home the moment he can do so without overtaking Makia.

“Here, you can sit here,” I offer, showing Makia a chair at my dining room’s table. He sat down with a huff, staring at the doorway Wobbuffet left through. The silence is deafening, so eventually, I decide to test the waters with a question.

“Do you want something to drink? I have tea and water…” I offer.

The wait for his answer is agonizing. He seems calm enough, but I can’t help worrying that I might further upset him. His night was already off to a rough start, and I’d hate to make it worse. I’ve never been great at comforting people, but I feel I have to try in this case. I was thankful that he spoke again.

“Tamato berry tea, then. If you have it,” he replies with an arrogant smirk, like a kid in class asking a ‘gotcha’ question. It’s a bit annoying, to be honest, but fine. If he wants to test me, two can play that game.

“Northern or southern?” I ask in response. If this were a classroom, my response was the equivalent to a teacher responding with a college-level question. It’s something only a real connoisseur would care about. Tamato berries grown in the northern mountain soil are prized for their more concentrated biting taste, thanks to the drier climate, while those from the south are milder. The difference is subtle enough that only.

For a split second, Makia’s eyes shine wide with an impressed light, and I feel a wave of relief at the common ground. “I didn’t think you’d know to ask,” he admitted. “But of course, the answer’s northern. Do I look like a coward?”

I can’t help but take his response as offense. “Of-of course not! It’s an important distinction, isn’t it?” I blurt as I start to heat the kettle.

He looks amused (or perhaps smug) at my apology as I power on my kettle.“You’re pretty funny for a gym leader, so I’ll let you in on a secret: I grew up in the north.” That explains it. The two areas’ animosity over their tea was as intense as even the fiercest school rivalry. To admit you prefer the other side’s tea is roughly equivalent to treason.

“Ah, I see…” I respond. “I got a bit of a taste for spice when I was a student, and ever since then I’ve prefered the northern kind too.”

“As you should.” Makia glances at the kettle, then at me, then at the door Wobbuffet flew through, then back at the me. “So… do you let all your Pokemon wander around, or just him?”

“It depends, I guess?” I make a somewhat shruglike gesture. “When the gym is open, I’m a little more strict about it. But they like to be out after hours.” One more detail pops into my head. “They’re not really inside that much, though, since there’s a little clearing in the woods behind the gym.”

“A whole little park for them, huh?”

“Well, ‘park’ makes it sound fancy, but I guess.”

“Huh.” Makia starts fiddling with his scarf. I don’t really have anything to add, so I turn my attention back to the drinks. It isn’t until I turn my back to grab a pair of cups that I hear Makia again.

“So, are you waiting for tea before you tell me whatever it is you feel the need to say?” he asks, tapping his foot on the floor.

I was meaning to get to that, but I’m also curious about something else, and I fear that if I don’t mention it now, I’ll never remember. “Well, first, that guy outside earlier… he’s a jerk, isn’t he?”

“He’s an asshole,” Makia corrects me. “Don’t use such soft words.” I didn’t really know how to respond to that, so I feel thankful as he continues. “In fact, he’s the embodiment of everything that’s wrong with humanity.”

Hearing that kind of thing burns my heart. There’s no real way I can refute it, either. All I can muster in response is a weak “I see…”

“Oh, you think you understand. By his standards, he’s on good behavior.”

That was ‘good?’ I shudder. I didn’t even talk to him long enough to get his name, but his vibes were overwhelmingly awful. There’s only one more thing I have any desire to know. “What’s his name?”

“Basil,” Makia says.

“Well…” I glance around a little bit. First, at the condensation starting to form inside the kettle. Then, at the teacups I’ve left out on the counter. Then, back to the kettle one more time. “I’m sorry you have to deal with him, Makia. Really...”

He looked almost confused by my sympathy. “Why do you apologize so much?”

My apologies were reflexive more than anything. It took me a moment to find the right wording for my reason. “I guess it’s because I don’t think you should have to deal with being harrassed like that?”

“So?” Makia asks, his confusion turning back to annoyance. “That’s not your problem.”

If I was confused before, I’m perplexed now. Makia is far from easy to get a read on, maybe because of his past. Almost every trainer who visits my gym falls into one of two camps: the young, up-and-comers who are looking for something new to learn and the veteran trainers looking to cross a badge off their list. If I had to put Makia into one of those buckets, it’d be the former, but really, he seems to sit in an awkward middle ground. He has the strength, arrogance, and perhaps the bitter world view of a veteran, yet thanks to his age, he still has a young spark. Maybe if I keep that in mind, it’ll be easier to follow his train of thought.

I figure it’s probably for the better if that side of the conversation ends, so I turn my focus to the tea. I pour two cups to steep, and my eyes water a little from the intense spice. I place one on the table for Makia, then take a seat across from him. He crosses his arms and leans back in his chair, sitting at about a 45-degree angle from the table. His scarf flutters down behind him, leaving two soft piles where it kissed the floor.

“Anyway,” I start. “I’m sure he’s staying in the inn tonight, so I wanted to let you rest in the gym for the night instead. Since... he’s probably gonna keep bothering you, right?”

I’m a little worried about offering that, and Makia’s blank stare in response doesn’t help. I can already feel the thump of my heartbeat again as I wait for his answer. I don’t want it to be obvious that I’m anxious, so I quietly inhale for a few seconds through my nose and wait with bated breath. Even looking past his Pokemon, which I found quite frightening to belong to a trainer so young, Makia and his piercing green eyes have a fiercely intimidating air.

“How thoughtful,” he starts, in a tone dripping with sarcasm. It terrifies me. “Fine, it’s not a bad idea. I never thought I’d be accepting something from this lousy league’s members, but it’s better than hearing that asshole again.”

I can feel the air rushing out of my lungs in relief. It stings that he called the league “lousy,” but I have hope that I can change that opinion. “There are a few guest rooms in the gym itself for the seasonal camps I host.” I glance down at my tea, which has turned a deep shade of orange. “They’re not being used anyway, so I’m happy to offer one.”

Makia takes a long time to reply once again. “You’re helpful for a gym leader, too, aren’t you?” he asks.

“Huh?” I stare at him with wide, dumbfounded eyes. His question feels like someone complimenting the sky for being blue. “I mean, that’s our job, isn’t it…?”

“Maybe you should tell your colleagues that, then,” he says, staring down as he stretches his wrists.

“What do you mean? Are they not helping you?” I ask. “I mean, even if they take offense to your personality, it’s still their duty.” I feel a wave of regret wash over me as I mention his personality. I shouldn’t have said it like that, right? He’s rude, sure, but I shouldn’t say he’s offensive when he’s already upset enough, even if it’s true.

“I’ve shared enough secrets today,” he replies, abruptly ending his side of the conversation. Then, he glances away with a frown. I’m worried, but a little relieved that he’s unbothered by my careless words. “You’re pretty nosy, to be frank. How about I ask the next question instead?”

Nosy? The truth stings sometimes. For better or worse, I do tend to worry a lot about other people. It’s only fair that he gets a chance to spin the table. “Sure, by all means.”

“Why are you a gym leader?” he asks.

“I was… disappointed to see what lengths people were willing to go to for success in the league. Do you know what I mean? Trainers would rush from battle to battle, never taking the time to let their Pokemon rest or connect with them. I hated seeing it. I figure… I hate the idea of being a roadblock to their journey, but I want to be a speed bump. I want their journey to be one of a trainer and their Pokemon, not one of a trainer alone. If that makes sense?”

“Then that confirms my suspicions.” For the first time I can remember, Makia is looking at me with an almost neutral expression. I’m left unsure how to feel about it, even if it beats the glares and glances he was throwing my way before. It almost strikes me as though he’s letting his guard down, if only for a moment. “I already knew why I lost today, but you’ve made it clear enough.”

“Wait, I didn’t mean it like that!-”

He cuts me off. “No, it’s what I wanted to know. I’m not the type of person to make the same mistake twice.”

Things get quiet and awkward again as I try to figure out what he’s actually talking about. I don’t think he means falling for my Focus Sash trick, since that was too obvious. And if there was one thing that stood out as I watched him challenge my gym, it was his close bond with his Pokemon. The level of trust he put into his Pokemon was more than I’d ever seen in such a young trainer. I mean, it was to the point where he didn’t even command them-

A lightbulb went off in my head once the realization finally hit me.

“I suppose that’s a noble goal, but I can’t imagine you’re getting through to that many people. There are a lot more Basils than Noahs in this world.”

“Please, don’t insult my students!” I blurt. It’s one thing to be a misanthrope, but I draw the line at implying anyone’s who’s earned my badge is anywhere near as awful as that man.

“Fine, fine, I’ll let you be naive if that’s what you prefer.” He shrugs. “Since you asked nicely and all.”

The conversation fizzles out again. I can tell I won’t be changing his mind tonight, and I know he won’t be convincing me to see things his way. Finally, after a minute or two of silence, he reaches for his tea, and I look on in horror as he completely ignores the handle.

“Wait, that’s still hot!!” I shout. He clenches the cup even more tightly in his hand with a grin that looks almost vicious. I must have looked as pale as a ghost, as he chuckles and places it back down gently after a small sip.

“Scared for my safety, Noah?” he asks in a tone that drips with arrogance. “Did you forget? I’ve spent almost my whole life with Volcarona. This kind of heat is nothing to me.” I stare at him, flabbergasted, and apparently he takes some pity on me, as he makes a point of showing me his palm. “See? Completely fine. You worry about other people too much.”

I breathe a sigh of relief. “Has anyone told you you’re terrifying sometimes, Makia…?”

“Oh, I love being called ‘terrifying’,” he says with a smirk. “Or ‘frightening,’ or ‘intimidating.’ You’re welcome to take your pick~”

“...I’ll keep that in mind,” I say, with a perplexed stare. “I guess I did feel like you were one of the strongest first-time challengers I’ve ever seen.”

He shrugs off my compliment, but for a brief moment I think I see a glimpse of a smile. “Anyway, while I appreciate your concern about me staying in the inn, I don’t plan on staying in your gym all week.”

“Oh, no, I wasn’t planning on that!” I realize I got too off-topic with Basil and the tea. “Actually, what I really wanted was to offer you an early rematch, if you want. Tomorrow, even.”

He looks skeptical at my reply, like I just told him I had a Magikarp to sell him. “Why the change of heart?” he asks.

“In all honesty…” It took me a second to choose which of my two reasons to share first. “I really see a lot of potential in you. I mean, you’re as young as you are, but you’ve raised a Volcarona! And if you win, it gets you away from Basil a lot sooner.”

His eyes widen a little at the compliment, then sharply narrow at the mention of Basil. “Oh, so you’re taking pity on me? I can deal with him myself,” he replies, punctuating it with a gulp of his tea.

“W-well, when you phrase it like that it sounds rude…!” I stammer.

He looks unamused by my reaction. “That’s because it is. He’s my problem, not yours.”

“Sorry…” is about all I can say.

“It’s fine, I guess,” he continues, sighing. “At least you can see that he’s an asshole, which makes you smarter than most people I’ve met.”

Is his bar really that low? “His vibes are awful. You’re telling me people don’t notice that?” I ask cautiously.

“Could be that. Or they just hate me enough to shrug it off. Tough to say, really.”

Sometimes, even when a question has an obvious answer, it gets stuck in my head. In this case, it’s asking why Makia’s convinced he’s hated, and the obvious answer is his abrasive personality, but there’s still an itch to ask. Not tonight, though, but sometime I might have to.

Makia knocks back the rest of his tea, then interrupts my reasoning. “You don’t need to think about it so hard. Anyway, I’m ready to rest for the night.”

“Oh, of course!” I stand up, realizing that I only managed to take a grand total of one tiny sip of tea during our whole conversation. At least it’d be there when I was back. “There’s a shortcut to get into the rest of the gym from here. It’s just down the hall.”

He stands up and stretches his legs, then we start down the hallway Wobbuffet wandered into. If he was waiting in there, he must have rushed away at the sound of our approach, as the hallway was empty and silent. We arrived at the back of the gym’s lobby behind the front desk.

“The rooms are all the same, but you can pick any of those three,” I offer, pointing to a set of doors on the east side of the room.

“For a gym leader, you’re pretty tolerable. And good at making tea. So, no hard feelings when our rematch comes and I crush you,” Makia says, grinning as he steps into the leftmost door.

Do I really worry about others too much?